In Over My Head

so i’m puttin this song here fer u jamie. cuz you had it on a blog once for me. and i as listenin to it and yeah u r right. it says everything i wanted to tell u tonight before you left.

lol but this is me singing it to you. LMAO

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xnWqdEI03Lk&feature=player_embedded#

anyway. i’m gonna say goodbye now becuz i do need to let u go. i’ve caused u alot of pain and i keep kiddin myself into thinkin i could ever make it right again. 

maybe i’m doin this more to make a point. that i’m not like liam. or mom. or dad. that i can let go. that i can wander this damned earth by myself. cuz i do get in the way. i’ve always got in the way. and yer happy now. and you’ve got sumone you can touch. and i’m glad i at least got to see that much. sum glimmer of happy again. u are perfect after all.

brit don’t hate yourself. start by forgiving yourself. thats at least one piece you’ve got.

ik i wasn’t perfect. ik i screwed up and caused lots of grief. but that will end here and now. i’m leavin right this time. yer not hopeless and left stranded this time. 

it’s like you said. things change. it’s inevitable. 

i hope you both the best. i will always remember my happiest times were with you.

so long.

(Source: musicfromthe90s)

wishfulliz:

When It Rains - Paramore

And when it rains,
On this side of town it touches, everything.
Just say it again and mean it.
We don’t miss a thing.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And convinced yourself that
It’s not the reason you don’t see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can’t you stay
Just long enough to explain?

And when it rains,
You always find an escape
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you’ll sleep ‘til May
And you’ll say that you don’t not see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
And oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can’t you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time.
Take my time.

Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)
Take these chances, we’ll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around. (take my…)
Just turn it around.

Oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh I need an ending.
So why can’t you stay
Just long enough to explain?

You can take your time, take my time.

thank u brit fer showin me this song. god it’s amazin. can’t stop listenin to it. says it fuckin all doesn’t it? 

(Source: heartlessliar)

howareyourcatsjesse:

YOU WERE MY STRENGTH WHEN I WAS WEAK

YOU WERE MY VOICE WHEN I COULDN’T SPEAK

YOU WERE MY EYES WHEN I COULDN’T SEE

YOU SAW THE BEST THERE WAS IN ME

LIFTED ME UP WHEN I COULDN’T REACH

YOU GAVE ME FAITH ‘CAUSE YOU BELIEVED

I’M EVERYTHING I AM BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME.

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i sing this song all the time in the shower. LOLOLOLOLOL

(Source: nixons)